Swimming in the ocean, feeling your body lift with the swell of a wave.
I understand why you want to leave this world when it feels like its pushing you out of it. The pain you are experiencing is real and unescapable.
Most suicidal people do not want to die, they simply cannot live with the pain anymore. Do not underestimate your ability to help someone.
“If love could have saved you,
You would have lived forever.”